Thursday, March 30, 2006
Arrgghh... i tink im in love!!!!! ohh goshhh.... i'll melt if i see his face... so swit... cute... haish.... i wan him.!!! i wan him!!! i wan him!!! his age is 18... but i dunno whether he is attached or not.... hmmm......................................... hope one dae he is mine.... pray to god!!!! plz pray fer me...
7:01 PM
Thursday, March 23, 2006
im realli realli fed up by ma self.... why anione nvr care bout ma feeling? im not a toy... but fer this case tat im having i all ma fault.... i go n gif her tat guy number n now im feeling tat she is going to take him away from me... i feel like she wanna backstab me again... anw tiz gal had been backstab me for many yrs alreadi.... i feel like she is jealous of me.. but jealous of wats? but she is more pretty tat me wat? im not pretty.... wat is the problem between her n me? wat did i do wrong? i nvr say anitink tat make her feel strange.... why people always do dis towards me?
It alreadi 2 days afai didn't kal me.. yesterday i kal him n i asked him to kal mas hp back.. but i waited nearly an hour but he nvr kal bck.. why sak???? care dia bbl da macm sial... mcm nk tak nk jer.....
hey.. kalau dia da suka, da syg kat mar asl tak nk jujur dgn aku asl nk buat aku gini mcm sak..??? dia sndiri kata aper jujur dgn dia.. aku da jujur sak dgn dia.. apie ader tak dier jujur dgn aku? ader....? aku tak kesah ahh kalau dia nk kn mar..... aku rela ahhh.... asl kan tu pompuan bahagia.....!!!!
aku sedih ader org tahu? aku susah takda org cari aku senang byk org cari.... binget sak... da lahhh aku nk g mkn.......
PEACE OUTZ
5:21 PM
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
yesterday is such an plesant day... it is ma mum burfdae... we go n celebrate at taman jurong shopping centre. eat at the fork n spoon. it is some kind of banquet. anw, kak mas gif mum a blouse, it is nice and mummy used it yesterday.. ouuhh~~ so pretty... n kak ida gif mummy a baked oven... hmmph.. onli me nvr give anitink.. hehehe...
jealous seyyy... kawan2 aku semua ader orang nk knal2.. aku takda... i noe where i stand! no looked, fat, n wat evar... sad siak.. sob~~ sob~~... i noe la whu wan a fat gal lyke me.... semua hina aku ckp aku gemuk.. hey... i do haf feeling ehk... i not a toy where they haf no feel. tapi wat to do... it is reality...!! but im truly sad...!!! *Cry*
Ladeeflizzie peaCe Outz
5:05 PM
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
Todae is mummy burfdae.... n i would to wish her a very pleasant burdae.. wish all her dream were come true... n happi alwaes....Anw.. yesterdae i absent from sch.. again lazy to go skul... but den i realli dun feel good.... im sick!!! Lolx.... but den it is boring to stay at home.. wanna go out... dunno where to go... Ma fwen Mas is skuling and will be bck home late.... so juz stay at home doing nuthing.....As i was relaxing at hme... suddenly ma fone rings.. i was shocked! i picked up but nobody answer.... den the caller hang up the fone. i make a miz call to the number.. suddenly, he msg me.. "Hey...! it Suprizing... i was juz tinking of u... a few min ago.. aru nk call skali.. u da miz call me...". i was also suprizing to read tat msg.. i dun even noe who no. it is... so i miz call again... n den now den he kal... wanna noe whue it is was..? it was Ace!!!!!! hahaha.... terperanjat sak aku!!! ahh... cut the stories bout him... aku pon da takda feeling lagi kat die..... fer now is ma heart is onli fer afai......!!!But den rite... afai didn't kal me.... hmmmph... waiting from dae to nite but nuthing....!!! lerrrrr........ binget... mendak.... arrrgghhhh... wat evar it is..... all are mixed!! i scared tat i will lost him to other people.... haiz....I wanna asked u.... wat is ur feeling if ur old friend from primary school till now.. wanna backstabb u..? can't see u happi wif the guy u love..? ma jurnal end here fer todae.... and i wanna share wif u ma fav song lyrics....Sepenuh hati
Chorous part onli :-
bagaimana harus aku mengahadapi semua itusedangkan ku menyintai mu sepenuh hatitak mudah untuk ku melupakan dirimukau bagiku segala-gala nyaPada yang maha kuasa u panjang kan doamoga di buka kan pintu hatimukan ku bukti kan kejujuran cinta ku..jangan biar keraguan menghantui dirimudlm ku meninti sebuah kepastian...dari bibirmu oh kasihCinta Tiga Segi.
Bertahun sudah ku menunggu dirimuakhirnya kau menjadi milikkusukar nya untuk ku melupakan mukerna kau ku cintaitapi sayang kehadiran kekasih lama mudatang kembali mengenang cinta dahulu..mengapa ini semua harus berlakuapakah ini semua kerna diri kusedangkan aku hanya watak di dalam percintaantak sanggup aku melepaskan muEnkau ibarat terperangkap di tengah lautan Tak tahu mana arah untk kau menujuandai kau pinta utk melepaskan muterpaksa aku turutkanMungkin ini suatu pengajaran di dalam percintaan....
4:29 PM
Sunday, March 19, 2006
halo... im still tired by the pit on 18 march 06....
i wake up at 10am to help ma mum to cook fer the pit.. and get ready fer everi tink a.s.a.p.... cuz im mitting mas n others at 12 noon... so everi tink is readi by 11am.. so i waited fer sharul, mamat to help me carry the thing... so i kal sharul at mit him downstairs... as i reach downstairs, i saw sharul, wanie n badut... so we sits at the void deck blk 511... n waited fer mamat... i kal mamat, mamat say he juz wake up... i was so arrrggghhh..... stress up sakk.... so waited fer mamat nearly 1 hr.. untill 124opm... i was damn.. damn... late....!!!!!!!!! after waiting mamat came... i tot we r going together but mamat sae, he is going to his mum stall to asked fer money... wanie n sharul wanted to followed him... they asked badut to accompany me... eeeee... whue sak wan badut to accompany me... Suckz sak...!! so i say.. no nid to asked badut to followed me... i can go by maself... so i end up going alone... as waited fer them fer 1 hr... is such an wasting of tyme... so i take the bus n mit mas n other at clementi CS!!! i tot wahidah, haziah, etc.. are going wif us... suddenly, onli me, mas, n mar were going together... lerrrr...!!! three of us onli??? as we haf to carried many tink.... aren't they feel pity fer us... hey come on.. tiz pit isnt onli fer three of us, but fer u all too....... i n mas was so damn annoyed!!! so we take train to bedok... as we reached bedok, we remembered tat we nid to buy charcoal, paper plate, fork n spoon, tissue paper, tibbits n etc.... our budget fer tat was onli $10 but we end up paying $20.30... ooohh nnoooo.... :(
after buying.. we all take a bus nO. 9 to changi beach.... it was far.. n i was slippy but i cant slip as i nid to kip awake scared tat we will missed the bus stop.. hehehe.... but then, we alighted at the wrong busstop... we alighted at carpark 5... and we haf to walk all the way to carpark 6.. i tot it is near.. but den., ouh noo... it is far... and we also nid to carried alot of tink and it is so heavy... Lolx... as we walk... we eventualli reached at our venue after an 30 mins walk.... hahaha.... members terus lepakz sak.... whakaka.... sampai jer terus NGaapppp!!! aper lagi.. makan ahhhh... lapar perrr...... hehehehe...... as we arranged the tink to order, they all finalli reached.....
AS sabri reached... aku amik tepung tuu nk campakk kat dier.. belum sempat ku campakk... mas da campak dulu.... hahaha.. serve u rite.... hmmmph... aku pendek kn criter lahh....
Sabri return balik sak... ferst anuh mas... second anuh aku... sial perhh jantan..... terus g toilet mandi... ffuuuuuhhhh.. sedap.. nyaman....
aku alik tempat pit... Sabri, nash, wak pon jln nk alik.... slamat babe!!!! alhamdulilahhh!!! kita pon aper lagi enjoy ahhh lepas drg alik... enjoy punya enjoy tak sdar da kul 8mlm.... kita pon chow alik.....!!!! sampai clementi kul 10.45mlm.... lepak kat mAc sampai nk dkt kul 12mlm........ sampai umah... terus... ZZZZzzzzZZzzzzz!!!
9:35 PM
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
Me n MaS....
Ughh..?!!
Me.. MaseLf n I.. ~SuSHiLa~
me n Sis..
4N2 GhuRL
Nice Or Not? i DooO it MaSeLf u nOe...!!!!
5:35 PM
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
HoLa... toDae iS Ma seConD pstinG... Lolx.... Bkn SeNanG nK Pkai CoMP Skrg.... KaDang2 JeK.... Anw... nOw im in ThE ComPutEr LaB.... HAvinG aN AniMAtiOn N DeSigN CLaZ.... BuT.. ThE LesSoN iM StiCkiNg tO ThE CoMp ANd ChEcK FreNstEr, ALaMAk, N HAhaha.. EDitEd Ma PhOtO uSin AdoBe PhOtOsHop... NiCe U nOe.. aNw.. im ThE BeginEr.. Lolx.... In All Of SuDdEn ThE FreNster iS ForBitDdeN... AiyOhhhhh!!!! ThE SEcTiOn HeAD gO N bLoCk iT...... ALaMAk....!!!!! TiLL tOdaE i StiLL dUn NoE HoW tO EditEd Tiz bLog...... HaiZ.......
6:28 PM
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
hahahaha... Juz started a blog but haf Not modified it... i dun noe how to design tiz Blog!! Anione cn help me..? haiz..... wishiNg tat ma blog will look nice n great.. but i nid sum1 to help me up wif tiz... cn anione plz help me.... ANitink Juz email me At baby_kecik89@hotmail.com or Putri_ardyna@yahoo.com.sg plz ughhh... do help me outz wif tiz tat mess me up rite now... realli nid ya guyz out there to help me........THaNks ughh.....LaDee'fLizZiE OutZ...TaTa...p/s: plz do help me out aite..? thanks.....:)
5:44 PM
Me n MaS....
Ughh..?!!
Me.. MaseLf n I.. ~SuSHiLa~
